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I had really long journey to get pregnant...three rounds of IVFs. Developing OHSS. 9 days in hospital... Then have been on letrozole and miraculously got pregnant straight away. I got into 11 weeks and there wasn't any heartbeat 😥 6 months later we tried again... I got pregnant. But from very beginning, very anxious.. first three months bleeding where my period should be. But they couldn't find the cause of it (actually wasn't really looked into). Then I lost my mucus plug just before my 20 week scan...I have been told might grow back. So nervous at the scan, worried if everything is okay with the baby. But baby is healthy and perfectly formed. We also found out, is a boy 😊. Some kind of relief. But something is telling me something is not quite right.. on week 21 we announced the baby's sex to family and friends. Two days later I needed to phone a day assessment unit, as had a bit of brown spotting... And my worst nightmare was about to start. I have been told I'm already 1cm dilated..my heart sank. Have been put on the bed rest, and been told we needed to wait 48h to put the suture. That never happened, as they told me I'm dilated even further.. absolutely devasted. Six days later, after admission to the hospital, our son was born. Labour was pretty quick.. to my surprise. I have been told beforehand, they will not rescue him, when born. As he will be to small to survive 💔 We named our boy Teddy. We held him in our arms for 3 precious hours until he passed peacefully.
Agnieszka Flewin flinta83@yahoo.co.uk Yes Yes